Sesungguhnya ku hanya impikan perhubungan yg suci

Sesungguhnya ku hanya dambakan ingatan yg tulus di hati

Sesungguhnya ku sayangi persahabatan dan pertalian yg baru dikenali ini

Sesungguhnya ku harapkan jiwamu kan bisa pasti dan kembali

Sesungguhnya jgnlah kamu membiarkan ia sunyi meniti hari

Hamparan permaidani kecil tika sujud pada yg hakiki

memohon agar diberkati dan dikurniai

Tuntutan nurani kepadamu Ilahi

Ikhlas yang sangat pasti...

HATRED

I hate you, I hated you,

For leaving me wondering what comes next

I hate you, I hated you,

For stop believing on this sacred feeling

I hate you, I hated you,

For running away from me

I hate you, I hated you,

For giving up on our love

I hate you, I hated you,

For using every excuses possible to keep your distance

I hate you, I hated you,

For making me believe that our love is forever and never apart

But, I hate myself more

For not giving up on the hope to have you back in my arms

A fresh Breeze

Assalamualaikum...frens, mates and collegues...such a long break...isn't it?...Yup i know...I guess I am back here...though lots of us migrated into FB, Twitter and etc..same goes with me...somehow that feeling to express out the voice within is much much more exciting here...So to you guys out there...I will try to keep things updated now and then as frequent as possible...Insyallah...till the next chapter..chow

Doa Buatmu...Kekasih

Bukan ku pinta untuk semua ini
Namun aku bagaikan masih tak serik2 lagi
adakah aku menagihkan sesuatu
sesuatu yang tak mungkin menjadi milikku

aku berdoa...

Waktu di ketika ini bagaikan terhenti
Segalanya bagaikan kelam dan samar
Renungan jauh ini bagaikan tiada penghujung
Terkenangku akan waktu waktu bersamamu
Yang bagaikan hanya dalam mimpi tak henti henti
Menguji ketahanan diri akan ketentuan ilahi

aku berdoa...

Acapkali aku memikirkan akan kemanakah perginya
perjalanan hidupku ini saban hari seperti bermimpi
mimpi yang tak ingin aku terjaga dari segala fantasi
agar senantiasa dia berada di sisi

namum apakah semua ini suatu yang pasti
suatu kepastian yang yang ingin aku kecapi
semoga ketentuanNya akan kelak menyebelahi diri ini
doaku kepadanya saban hari tanpa henti

aku berdoa...

aku berdoa dan aku berdoa lagi
segala kemungkinan yang belum pasti
hanya gigih yang silih berganti
hanya realiti yang kunanti nanti

aku berdoa..

sesungguhnya semua ini tak mampu aku tengtangi
walau berair mata darah sekali pun tak mungkin dapat ku janji
akan segala kesudahan dan kebahagiaan ingin miliki
akan segala belaian dan sentuhan yang ingin dirasai

aku berdoa...

hanya ini yang pasti dapat aku laksanakan
andai sekiranya takdir tidak menyebelahi kita
jangan sekali dikau lupa
aku sentiasa di sini selamanya

aku berdoa...

agar kau akan selalu riang ria
agar kau selalu bahagia
agar kau selalu diberkanyNya
agar kau ditempatkan bersama org2 di syurga

For

Jiwaku membisik lagi. There are so much that i wrote. And now this is some of it:-

FOR

for the years we've love each other

for the years we've been hated each other

for the time that nothing even bother

for the time our love was sincere

for the moment when fate shows its power

for the power made us apart from each other

for the journey we're about to take from our mistakes

Poetic amma

Sometimes when im down or sad (especially lepas break-ups la) i like to write some poem. This was what i wrote long time ago and i dedicated this to my x-gf

My Last will
The future, the present, the past
None that will ever last,

My hate, my fear, my anger
Just a journey made me stronger,
The love that bloomed,

The tears that fallen,
My journey had brought me down,
A story never be forgotten
Life is life, feelings are just feelings,
As I strive to survive
I got the feeling to believe in
No matter what happened,
All should be forgotten,
We are human with certain needs,

And forgiveness is yours indeed
This was my agony, that will ever be,
My will to forgive is stronger than my will to hate,
Maybe its just fate, that i dont wanna hate,
What He has create Is not my will to state,
Live happily as what should be,
May we be in tranquility.

To my x, may you be happy...Lets forgive and forget.

My will is we can still be frens