tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-298498632024-03-14T15:15:35.027+08:00Sadistic SoulzLots had happened for the past 3 decades. The up and down, fun and sad. So this is some pieces of it that i see now and then.
WelcomeUnknownnoreply@blogger.comBlogger6125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29849863.post-87037562196922987362011-02-18T11:55:00.000+08:002011-02-18T11:56:17.240+08:00<p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;">Sesungguhnya ku hanya impikan perhubungan yg suci</p><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;">Sesungguhnya ku hanya dambakan ingatan yg tulus di hati</p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;">Sesungguhnya ku sayangi persahabatan dan pertalian yg baru dikenali ini</p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span lang="SV" style="mso-ansi-language:SV">Sesungguhnya ku harapkan jiwamu kan bisa pasti dan kembali<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span lang="SV" style="mso-ansi-language:SV">Sesungguhnya jgnlah kamu membiarkan ia sunyi meniti hari<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span lang="FI" style="mso-ansi-language:FI">Hamparan permaidani kecil tika sujud pada yg hakiki<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span lang="FI" style="mso-ansi-language:FI">memohon agar diberkati dan dikurniai<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span lang="FI" style="mso-ansi-language:FI">Tuntutan nurani kepadamu Ilahi<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;">Ikhlas yang sangat pasti...</p>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29849863.post-4186950278520777692011-02-18T11:53:00.000+08:002011-02-18T11:54:10.583+08:00<p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;">HATRED</p><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;">I hate you, I hated you,</p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;">For leaving me wondering what comes next</p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><o:p> </o:p></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;">I hate you, I hated you,</p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;">For stop believing on this sacred feeling</p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><o:p> </o:p></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;">I hate you, I hated you,</p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;">For running away from me</p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><o:p> </o:p></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;">I hate you, I hated you,</p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;">For giving up on our love</p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><o:p> </o:p></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;">I hate you, I hated you,</p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;">For using every excuses possible to keep your distance</p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><o:p> </o:p></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;">I hate you, I hated you,</p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;">For making me believe that our love is forever and never apart</p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><o:p> </o:p></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;">But, I hate myself more </p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;">For not giving up on the hope to have you back in my arms</p>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29849863.post-86013158621297271592010-04-27T22:59:00.002+08:002010-04-27T23:07:37.690+08:00A fresh BreezeAssalamualaikum...frens, mates and collegues...such a long break...isn't it?...Yup i know...I guess I am back here...though lots of us migrated into FB, Twitter and etc..same goes with me...somehow that feeling to express out the voice within is much much more exciting here...So to you guys out there...I will try to keep things updated now and then as frequent as possible...Insyallah...till the next chapter..chowUnknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29849863.post-31982566985438014622007-04-19T22:45:00.000+08:002007-05-13T21:38:10.992+08:00Doa Buatmu...KekasihBukan ku pinta untuk semua ini<br />Namun aku bagaikan masih tak serik2 lagi<br />adakah aku menagihkan sesuatu<br />sesuatu yang tak mungkin menjadi milikku<br /><br />aku berdoa...<br /><br />Waktu di ketika ini bagaikan terhenti<br />Segalanya bagaikan kelam dan samar<br />Renungan jauh ini bagaikan tiada penghujung<br />Terkenangku akan waktu waktu bersamamu<br />Yang bagaikan hanya dalam mimpi tak henti henti<br />Menguji ketahanan diri akan ketentuan ilahi<br /><br />aku berdoa...<br /><br />Acapkali aku memikirkan akan kemanakah perginya<br />perjalanan hidupku ini saban hari seperti bermimpi<br />mimpi yang tak ingin aku terjaga dari segala fantasi<br />agar senantiasa dia berada di sisi<br /><br />namum apakah semua ini suatu yang pasti<br />suatu kepastian yang yang ingin aku kecapi<br />semoga ketentuanNya akan kelak menyebelahi diri ini<br />doaku kepadanya saban hari tanpa henti<br /><br />aku berdoa...<br /><br />aku berdoa dan aku berdoa lagi<br />segala kemungkinan yang belum pasti<br />hanya gigih yang silih berganti<br />hanya realiti yang kunanti nanti<br /><br />aku berdoa..<br /><br />sesungguhnya semua ini tak mampu aku tengtangi<br />walau berair mata darah sekali pun tak mungkin dapat ku janji<br />akan segala kesudahan dan kebahagiaan ingin miliki<br />akan segala belaian dan sentuhan yang ingin dirasai<br /><br />aku berdoa...<br /><br />hanya ini yang pasti dapat aku laksanakan<br />andai sekiranya takdir tidak menyebelahi kita<br />jangan sekali dikau lupa<br />aku sentiasa di sini selamanya<br /><br />aku berdoa...<br /><br />agar kau akan selalu riang ria<br />agar kau selalu bahagia<br />agar kau selalu diberkanyNya<br />agar kau ditempatkan bersama org2 di syurgaUnknownnoreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29849863.post-1154522825065823652006-08-02T20:43:00.000+08:002006-08-02T20:48:38.243+08:00For<div align="center"><span style="font-family:lucida grande;">Jiwaku membisik lagi. There are so much that i wrote. And now this is some of it:-</span></div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:lucida grande;">FOR</span></div><div align="center">for the years we've love each other</div><div align="center">for the years we've been hated each other</div><div align="center">for the time that nothing even bother</div><div align="center">for the time our love was sincere</div><div align="center">for the moment when fate shows its power </div><div align="center">for the power made us apart from each other</div><div align="center">for the journey we're about to take from our mistakes</div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29849863.post-1154438270987853502006-08-01T21:11:00.000+08:002006-08-01T21:47:22.903+08:00Poetic amma<div align="center">Sometimes when im down or sad (especially lepas break-ups la) i like to write some poem. This was what i wrote long time ago and i dedicated this to my x-gf<br /><br />My Last will<br />The future, the present, the past<br />None that will ever last, </div><div align="center">My hate, my fear, my anger<br />Just a journey made me stronger,<br />The love that bloomed,</div><div align="center">The tears that fallen,<br />My journey had brought me down,<br />A story never be forgotten<br />Life is life, feelings are just feelings,<br />As I strive to survive<br />I got the feeling to believe in<br />No matter what happened,<br />All should be forgotten,<br />We are human with certain needs,</div><div align="center">And forgiveness is yours indeed<br />This was my agony, that will ever be,<br />My will to forgive is stronger than my will to hate,<br />Maybe its just fate, that i dont wanna hate,<br />What He has create Is not my will to state,<br />Live happily as what should be,<br />May we be in tranquility.<br /><br />To my x, may you be happy...Lets forgive and forget.</div><div align="center">My will is we can still be frens</div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com1